analysis of the situation

Fact: The TKS staff is made up of some of the coolest people at Knox College.

Fact: There is a wonderful boy with beautiful green eyes at Knox College.

Fact: I am so lucky to be here, with my classes and my research and my staff (the staff to which I belong) and my sisters and a vast array of opportunities virtually laid out for my perusal.

Fact: The opportunity that interests me the most is the one I should definitely not pursue.

I'm ambitious, and I'm perseverant, but I try not to wreck good things.