Why hello there.
I'm Anna.
I do what I want, and I probably do care what you think a little bit, but I'm not ready to admit this to myself.
I question everything.
I accept nothing at its face value.
I find myself to be arrogant, brash, and cynical.
No, I don't think I'm better than you.
But my way is right.
There is nothing to regret.
There is nothing worth blowing up over.
There are, however, things worth blowing up.
And I find it amazing that I can keep my composure better than someone who has triple the life experience that I do.
I find life experience to be a subjective measurement.
I find that I like myself.
I find that you usually don't.
And I find that, above all else, this doesn't matter.
Because in the long run, I don't have to make you like me.
I just have to make you fearmehatemeloathemeadmiremelookuptomeworryaboutmedreamaboutmefeelme.
I just have to make you feel.
And that is what I do best.
And the price to pay?
Nothing ever really touches me.
1 comment:
Hey, how ya been?
You should get on AIM again, because I'm on every day during the days now, strange how things change, eh?
I hope things are going well.
Not sure there's much else to say.
Oh right, that's really well written, as most of what you write is.
-Pat
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